Enigmatic

One time this lady told me: "Everything you do is perfect." I didn't understand what she really meant. I may never understand.

One Viewer

When I first saw my one view for my songs, I thought, that was my view. I supplied that. But now my next two posts have a view each, and I didn't view those. So, it appears that I have One Viewer, somewhere in the world, who enjoyed my content. Hello mine one viewer.

Live Just Keeps Getting Better

Even my gangstalking is going away. Life is always getting better. I've got so much good food to eat that I can't even eat as much anymore. I'm actually skipping meals now! I have an apartment that I never could've been able to afford under normal circumstances. This is the best time to be alive.

Bout The Songs

I don't know what happened. A few days ago I just hauled off and started writing songs. It came to me so easily then. I hope there are more to come. The first and the last are my favorites. The ones in the middle may prove to be a bit too short. I don't know. Who knows where this will lead.

Targeted Individual Anthem # 5

Shout!
By John Jenkins

(Verse 1)

Love
For my Targeted Individuals.

Love
Even though we don't get residuals.

Trust
That this life makes you who you knew you were.

Lust
Not the worst thing that they do to hurt.

I
Was the first one with an Associate's

Now
I go only with my associates.

Life
doesn't leave you without a way to dream.

Why
Do you ask for what has never been seen?

(Chorus - 2X)

Shout
All my Targeted Individuals.

Shout
'Cause they always knew just who you were.

Shout
That you'll never be in chains again.

Shout
That you won't let your life end in a den.

(Verse 2)

Why
Is the world still blaming those who mourn?

Why
Are we slaves as soon as we are born?

Why
Couldn't they just tell the truth and fly?

Why
Must I conquer Egypt before I die?

When
Is the end coming for those who lie?

When
Will a future life come for me to try?

Who
Are the saints who we have come to trust.

Who
Is the man who did all this to us?

(Chorus 2X)

Targeted Individual Anthem # 4

Taurin Land
by John Jenkins

(Verse 1)
Every day
In Taurin land.
Brothers pray,
And Sisters stand.

Every day
Through snow and storm
We are grateful
We were born.

When we die,
What will they say?
It's all lies.
Walk away.

When we die,
What does it mean?
Don't you cry.
Live your dreams.

(Phrase1)

Live your dreams.

(Instrumental)

(Verse 2)

I love you,
We are the same.
No one cares,
No one to blame.

I love you
And as we fly;
I'll be true
Until I die.

Where will we go
When it is done?
They may know.
We'll still have fun.

Where will we go
When it gets cold?
Play in snow.
Be strong and bold.

(Phrase 2)

Strong and bold.

(Instrumental)

(Verse 3)

When I was young,
My mother said.
You're not hung;
It's okay.

But as soon
As I messed up,
That was it.
No more love.

(Phrase 3)

Trauma

(Instrumental)

(Ending)

Every day
In Taurin land.
Brothers pray
And Sisters stand.

Every day,
It's all the same.
Be we take
To war again.

Targeted Individual Anthem # 3

Why Me?
by John Jenkins

(Verse 1)

I could have had it all.
But I
Thought it wasn't worth my heart.

I could've called you crazy.
But my
Palpitations told me "maybe."

I could've got my de-gree.
But I
Thought it wasn't really me.

I could've lived with my mom.
But I
Hate to wear out my welcome.

(Bridge 1)

Staying out of prison.
Is a full-time job with full- time pay.
You'll know that you're winning.
If you can write a song and sing it, on your way.

(Verse 2)

I could've beat the game.
But sittin'
On my butt is getting lame.

I could've argued with him.
But he
Lost his family just like me.

I don't have much to declare.
But I
Made history with just my hair.

I'm sober and I'm free.
But I
Need the courage to be me.

(Bridge 2 - 2X)

Respect for women,
Is the only way to stay alive.
All of us are different.
The rules of justice still apply.

(Chorus 1 - 4X)

I say: why, why why,
Why, why, why, why,

Why me?

(Ending 1)

Why me?

Why not?