Targeted Individual Anthem #24

Why Do TIs Version B
by John Jenkins

We're floating
A dirigible.
And we're on
Our way

Targeted Individuals.
And we
Want
Our pay

Royalties and
Residuals
For the
Broadcasting

This nation's
Indivisible
We own
Everything

We're toing
To the city hall
Every TI
Day

We're fighting
For the principle
Not the interest
Today

Some of us
Take welfare
But we work
All Day

Just give
Us time to prepare
We'll be off
In space

Chorus 1 (2X)

Why do TI's
Live under
The city
Lights?

What do
They eat?
The best pizza
With cheese and fries!

What do
They do?
Try to fight these
Technological crimes

Holy TI's

Verse 2

We're working
In your factories,
And we're
Driving your trucks.

We're taking out
Your batteries
And you're out
Of  luck.

We're thanking
The Academy
For a job
Well done

Hey why are
You still after me?
Now it's
Gonna be one.

Surviving on welfare,
It Ain't easy.
We've got a free healthcare,
And it's queasy

The end is
Near, you know that.
And as soon
As we get home

We're gonna
Build a nation
That our children
Will be from.

Chorus (2X)

Chorus 2

Why do TIs
Live in
Rural
Appalachian time?

What do
They eat?
Eat pickles with
Beans, refried!

How do they know
That their justice
Will come
In time?

Why do TIs

Why do TIs
Live in
Africa and
Asia too?

What do
They eat?
Eat Cassava
And Crab Rangoon!

What do
They know?
Do what ever
You want to do

Holy TIs

Why do TIs
Live in England,
France and
Switzerland too?

What do
They eat?
Eat Swiss Chocolate, Weiner Snitzel
With Bleu

How do
They know
Just when and where
And what we should do?

Why do TIs

Targeted Individual Anthen #23

Why Do TIs Version A
by John Jenkins

We're floating
A dirigible.
And we're on
Our way

Targeted Individuals.
And we
Want
Our pay

Royalties and
Residuals
For the
Broadcasting

This nation's
Indivisible
We own
Everything

We're toing
To the city hall
Every TI
Day

We're fighting
For the principle
Not the interest
Today

Some of us
Take welfare
But we work
All Day

Just give
Us time to prepare
We'll be off
In space

Chorus 1 (2X)

Why do TI's
Live under
The bridge
At night?

What do
They eat?
Inflatable
Pizza pie!

What do
They want?
Residual Payments,
High

Why do TI's

Verse 2

We're working
In your factories,
And we're
Driving your trucks.

We're taking out
Your batteries
And you're out
Of  luck.

We're thanking
The Academy
For a job
Well done

Hey why are
You still after me?
Now it's
Gonna be one.

Surviving on welfare,
It Ain't easy.
We've got a free healthcare,
And it's queasy

The end is
Near, you know that.
And as soon
As we get home

We're gonna
Build a nation
That our children
Will be from.

Chorus (2X)

Chorus 2

Why do TIs
Live under
A pizza
Box?

What do
They eat?
Eat Burgers
With Cheese and fries!

What will
We go
When America
Up and dies

We're still TIs

Why do TIs
Eat paper
And cheese
At night?

Where do
They live?
Liver wherever
The people fight

What will
They make?
When America
Dies of spite

Holy TIs

Atheist Christian Song #4

Chorus 2X

If really say you want
God's help

Pray

If you really, really
Want God's help

Stay

If you're ready
For the word

Read

If you've really
Got the vision

See

Verse 1

I live near
The smoke stacks
The sun don't
Come around here

I never took
My love back

Hear

My life is
All but done
I never told
Anyone

But it
Still caught up to me
Now there's no
One else for me to be

Chorus 2X

I come from
The projects
And the private
School was next

I never did
My home work
Life was always
So complex

And now I'm
Just living life
Never dealt
The pain and strife

Never met
The president
I guess it
Wasn't heaven-sent

Chorus 3X

Ending

If you understand these words

Oh

Then you should hold out your hands

Yeah

And if you got your feelings hurt

No

Well then it's all for the best

But if you can't see these words

No

Then it's all over now

Yeah, Yeah

If you're not willing to work

No

Then it doesn't matter how

YEAH!

End/Fade

It just never
Occured to me

No

That I would be
Super free

Yeah

Everybody knew that

Yeah

I wouldn't be coming back
Yeah

Atheist Christian Song #3

Lord, Lord
by John Jenkins

Verse

Oh Lord
Help me

Please
Unshelf me

I'm not
Just acting

I need
Your backing

Oh Lord
Please help me

Can you hear
Me yelping?

Every day
It's hurting

Quite
Disconcerting

Chorus 1

Lord, Lord
Lord of my life

Better than what
I can see with my eyes

Lord, Lord
What does it take?

I can't express
What a difference it makes.

Lord, Lord
Lord of my eyes

Better than what
I can do in my life

Lord, Lord
What should I make

You know I will do
Whatever it takes

Verse 2

Lord
Help me

Lord
Develop me

I stopped
Sinning

Lord
I'm winning

Lord
I'm falling

Hear
Me Calling

In
Heaven

Lord's
Heaven

Chorus 2X

Lord, Lord 8X

Targeted Individual Anthem #22

Terraform
by John Jenkins

Verse 1

They say I
Murdered
My own
Auntie

How would I know?

They say I
Killed a
Bus full of
Children

Now, does it show?

My heart is
Beating
faster Than
ever

I cannot sleep

When will I
Make it
Up to
Heaven

This feeling's sweet.

Chorus

If you want
Your life to change
You've gotta stop
Murdering

If you want
Your new life to come
You've got to
Keep your heart as one

If you don't
Realize
You're gonna get
Special surprise

If you look
With your eyes
You'll see what
Others choose to despise

Verse 2

The police
Have got me
Under
Surveillance

I see

And I'm
Starting to lose
All of
My patience

In me

The police
Don't want
Me to have
My documents

What a shame

Don't they know
That I come
From the
Projects

To this day

Chorus 2X

Verse 3

They say I
Murdered Mr.
Lyndon
Johnson

And he died

They say I
Killed a
Psyciatric
Doctor

What a surprise

They say I
Killed my
brother
And sister

Realize

Now tell me
Can I
Get a
Witness?

To these lies

Chorus 2X

Verse 4

They say I
Killed The
Nation of
America

House on the hill

They say It
Made me
Rich and
Famous

Paid the bill

But what did
They write
On my
Epitaph?

These Eyes

They said
Only I
Would write
The epitaph

Characterize

Atheist Christian Song #2

The Fool
by John Jenkins

Chorus 1

The fool hath
Said in his heart
There is
No God

No, no

The fool hath
Said in his heart
There is
No God

The fool hath
Said in his heart
There is no
God

No, No

The lord is
King of all days
He reigns
Forever

And when his
Kingdom returns
We'll be
Together

Will his light
Shine on me?
I wonder
Whether

Who he
Wants me to be
I'll be
Forever

Chorus

It's better in
A corner of a roof
Than in
A wide house

And if
You're looking for proof
He'll be
Your lighthouse

When everything's
Said and It's done
It's all
Exploding

To God, my
Love and command,
I'll be
Devoting

Chorus

Ending

He came down
To mortal man
There is
No God

No, No

And he was
Punished for our iniquities
There is
No God

He brought
His Kingdom to us
There is
No God

Then he said
It is enough
There is
No God

Chorus/Fade

Atheist Christian Song #1

Jesus!
by John Jenkins

Chorus 2X

Jesus!

He is waiting
For us

To walk through the door
Of life

And live forevermore
In his sight

Verse 1

So don't be scared
For he is the God of righteousness

And don't be afraid
For you never will be left

Chorus 2X

Verse 2

So don't be mad
He shed his blood to make you glad

See what you've had
And then you never will be bad

Don't fall behind
Eternal peace, then, you will find

Don't go back home
Because that's not where you are from

Chorus 2X

Verse 3

Don't walk alone
That's not the path that you've been shown

Don't go back home
Because that's not where you are from

If you want love
Take care of every little dove

If you want to live
Make sure you give, and give, and give

Corus 3X

Targeted Individual Anthem #21

Why, TI
by John Jenkins

Chorus 2X

Why, TI?
Would you
Rather have
Your mother
die?

Then you'll
never
Get to
reapply

All you
know into
The future
lie

Why, TI?
Would you
Rather have
Your father
Die.

We'll be
Making you
To
Realize

That your
House is
Full of
Covert spies

Every day

I wake up
To see
Reality
Fade

Getting hard
To call
A spade
Aspade

The things
From which
Your heart
Is made

Trade Again

In the
Time it
Takes to
Fail and win

The told
Me I
Was crazy
Day by day

Now I
Got to show
The play
By play

Chorus 2X

Storms and rain

Will you
Never feel
Your brother's
Pain?

This heart
In hell
Weill leave
A stain

Now it's
Time for
You to
Entertain

Pain away

How will I
Ever take
The pain
Away?

So they
All come to
Complain
To me

But I Know
What I
Would Fain
Today

Chorus 3X

Targeted Individual Anthem #20

Meet Me
by John Jenkins

Verse 1

I could've married
Your daughter
I could've led your firm

Now they say I'm
A martyr
And they say I'm
Infirm

They say life
Isn't easy
They it's
Really complex

If my life
Doesn't please me
Get me out of
This mess

Chorus 2X

Do you want to meet me?

Do you want to greet me?

Why don't you hold me?

Forget whatever you told me

Do you want to meet me?

I see what you showed me

If it doesn't please me

I'll remember what you showed me

Verse 2

Now I'll never pay taxes
I'll never do a term
I'll know the maxes
And I'll never sell Sherm

They say life
Isn't easy
Say one day
I should fly

If my life
Doesn't please me
Then it means I
Ain't trying

If my life
Doesn't please me
Then it means I
Ain't trying

Chorus 2X

I could've been
A doctor
I could've been
A nurse

The next
Bob Proctor
Tell my life
That it hurts

I've been given
a heart
I've got no
Time to play

They say I got
A bad start
I think it
Every day

Corus 3X

Targeted Individual Anthem #19

Succession
by John Jenkins

Verse 1

Got a problem

A gardener's
Got a garden

Hard as words
And getting harder

You won't know
Who's a martyr

Now, tell me what's wrong
With your starter

Got a problem

Knowledge grows
Till I solve it

Nobody knows
Who's involved in it

Nobody knows
Who's involved in it

Chorus 1

In the eyes of this world
We're the only problem

We need Succession

Please

We need Succession

Yeah

Verse 2

Got a garden?

Plant your seeds
From your father

Getting dreams
Is getting harder

Getting creamed
Is a wild thing

Got a walk-in
Closet full of skeletons

They tell me the fools
Were my relatives

Now I'm good
But that's irrelevant

The Permanent
Leviathan

Chorus 2

In the eyes of this world
We'll never be lonely again

We need Succession

Please

We need Succession

What I say?

Targeted Individual Anthem #18

Four-Leaf Clover
by John Jenkins

Verse 1

You taught me how to survive
You taught me how to say thanks
You're the reason I'm alive
Now I'm going to the bank

You taught me life wasn't easy
And I never ask why
And if my life doesn't please me
Then it means I'm not trying

Everybody in my fam'ly
Thinks I'm the worst man alive
They overlook my troubles
Like when I almost died

Everybody at the station
Saw me as a piece of meat
Live in my generation
Know the feeling of defeat

Bridge

But every day
I can't make my mind up
Where I'm going next

In every way
I won't be composed of
The TI complex

Chorus 2X

You
You helped me

Only you
Developed me

Deep in my life
I knew it was over

And now I've got
My four-leaf clover

Verse 2

I never held a trophy
Never made it to the top
Never thought I would survive
Never thought it would stop

But the more that I learned it
The more that it showed
It just couldn't be earned
It only had to be showed

Nobody ever told me
That it couldn't be expunged
They'll never wipe the tears away
And I'll never be one

Bridge 3x

Chorus 4x

Targeted Individual Anthem #17

Kickin In The Wind
by John Jenkins

Chorus 2X

I'm kickin' in the wind

Trippin' 'cause I'll
Never, ever have
To fight again

Then I'll tell my
People that we're
Ready for the win

And they reply
That they won't die
Until we reach the end

On the day that we win

I'm kickin' in the win

Verse 1

Whoever thought a life
Could change so much
Inside a year?

And those I gave my
Life to never shed
A single tear

I've been waiting
For the answer for
My prayers to appear

And now that it is here

Chorus 2X

Verse 2

I've got a million
Dollars hidden
Somewhere in the sky

I told the truth
And won. They lost because
They told a lie

So many institutions
Out there for me
To apply

And I still haven't died

I'm Kickin in the wind

My Second Album

I think I will call my second album "Evidence-Based" or maybe "Thank You." It reflects my new thinking on the subject of gangstalking.

Targeted Individual Anthem #16

Evidence-Based
by John Jenkins

Verse 1

I don't want your
Emotional distraction

I don't need your
Destructive contraption

I lost everything
Now I'm all action

I don't need your
Social impaction

You can run but they're
Still going to find you

You'll have fun but the
Enemy's inside you

You may die thinking you're
Better than someone

But it's a lie. You're
Never alone, hon

Chorus

We're the first new race of the century

And we're evidence-based

We're evidence based

Verse 2

Tell my ma
That I've gone into hiding

Tell my pa
There will be no confiding

You can see
That emotions are rising

You can be
If you keep on providing

You are so full
Of love and caring

What I'll do is
Make songs for the age

What it takes
Is the holiness of someone

It will brake you if
You don't become one

Chorus 2

We gave everything we were
And everything we'll be

And we've evidence-based

Targeted Individual Anthem #15

I Thank You
by John Jenkins

Chorus

I thank you
And it doesn't make sense

I thank you
I don't need a defense

I thank you
And it doesn't even hurt

I thank you
And I'll never miss work

Verse 1

I thank you

In the darkness of my past
You found me

Couldn't be who you told
Me to be

And never thought that I would
Have Gratitude

But there's nothing else for
Me to do

Gangstalking was the end
Of my life

Now I live at the edge
Of a knife

But I'll never forget
What you said

Get a job or get out
As I bled

Chorus 2X

Verse 2

You know me more than even
My own mom

It's been a decade more since
They've been gone

But I have no pity
For them

They made their bed and now
They have to spend.

And my brother who stole
My keys

He gave it to those
abusing me

I will never forget
what he's done

And that he is not the
powerful one

Chorus 2X

Verse 3

I thank you

I incorporated
Early this year

And I never, ever
Tried a beer

But my destiny is
In my hands

All I have to do is
Make a plan

And in a few years
When I die

There will be things left for
Me to try

And my life was not
Lived in vain

I have peace and love
I can't explain

Chorus  2X

Verse 4

I love you
And it doesn't make sense

I love you
I don't need no defense

We've been kept apart
Since we were born

But now we're so close
Just a little bit more

I love you
More than I can say

I make love
Each and every day

I go swimming
Whenever it's warm

I give all
that I have and more

Chorus 4X

Good Omen

I don't know. It's hard to describe. I think that I'm headed in the right direction, but I haven't "hit the pinnacles I plan to reach." It gets harder and harder every day to justify what's happened to me.

Where To Go From Here?

I've already finished my first album. Got the first two tracks to my second. Where do I go from here? How do I continue the success that I have achieved thus far? I don't know.

Targeted Individual Anthem #14

Nice Life
by John Jenkins

Verse 1

Something is
happening
and it's
something big

From figs
of thistles
to thistles
of figs.

My gangstalkers
stopped washing
over me
Now isn't that nice?

My gangstalkers
stopped trying to
injure me
I paid the price.

Bridge 1 2x

My mother called me
and said
Boy I'm sorry I left you

My father called me
and said
I'm sorry that I beat you

Chorus 2x

Your freedom is waiting
for you
You don't have to like what
you've been going through

Your ife never should've been
so hurtful and hard
You can't understand it 'cause
You are just so scarred

Verse 2

Something is
happening
and it's
something that's true

I do whatever
I want now
And I don't
fear abuse.

My gangstalkers
stopped washing
over me
Now isn't that grand?

My gangstalkers
stopped washing
over me
I'm as happy as I can be.

Bridge 2 4x

My brother called me on the phone
He said I shouldn't be alone.

My sister called me again.
Apologized for what she did.

Chorus 2x

Targeted Individual Anthem #13

Thank You
by John Jenkins

Chorus 2x

Thank you
ganstalkers
You saved
my life

If you hadn't
found me
I would
have died.

Before this
all started
I've lived
a lie.

Now that
I've departed
I live
my life

Verse

It's better just
being alone
than being
hit.

It's better
eating Campbell's
soup than
eating it.

It's better
playing videogames
Than being
on trial.

It's better
losing megabytes
then losing
your life.

Chorus 2x

It's better
taking welfare
Than taking
fire

It's better
than feeling like
you're on
The Wire.

It's better
in Chicago
than in
The Pen.

It's better
on your own road
Then facing
the end

Chorus 4x

Oh Tupac Wherefore Art Thou Music?

The reason why I'm so much in a hurry to release all of my songs is because of my favorite musician, Tupac. When he died, he had 300 unreleased songs. And some of these songs were better than rappers' entire CAREERS. If he had released everything, he would've been the first Hip Hop billionaire, not Jay Z. That's why I release everything. The more the better.

Finished First Album!

I don't know what it was. I was sleeping one day in April or May, and I just got up and started writing songs. I wrote 5 songs in 24 hours. And then soon I was at ten. Now I've got an entire album. Crazy Sexy Cool, the album which is my all-time favorite, has sixteen tracks, but FOUR of them are interludes. So, I would say that I should maybe have four interludes on my album. I've got some ideas.

But this was an amazing experience. To have the ability. I've actually tried to make an album before. I ways gave up after a few songs. Perhaps, this time was different because I was actually STUDYING words, instead of thinking that I knew it all. I don't know what it was. Maybe it's because this is something that I actually know. Something that I have intimate knowledge on, and I'm not just trying to fake coolness like with my previous albums (I was trying to be a Gangsta Rapper before. I didn't work out).

I want to write a hundred TI songs.

Targeted Individual Anthem #12

Question Time
by John Jenkins

Gloria,
Let me ask you a question, now

Why didn't you write your masterpiece?

I wrote my first novel
Eight years after I became a target

And I've been writing ever since

Michael Barden,
How did you keep your heart from hardening?

How'd you forgive your enemies?

Through no effort of my own,
I avoided prison entirely.

And now I'm getting back on my feet.

Tina Plakinger,
Tell me how it happened to her

Why didn't you give up then?

I'm stayin' in Chicago now
There's quite a lot of rules to follow, now

I keep asking myself when

I never, ever thought I'd die with
a big old thorn up in my eye.

And that the people around me
Wouldn't see the truth.

But then I realize,
That my eyes were on the prize.

That's how I got through
This abuse.

Repeat

Targeted Individual Anthem #11

Sweet Success
by John Jenkins

Verse 1

Make success a
Foregone conclusion

Don't fall prey to
The TI delusion

Even if you're in
An institution

Keep looking for
Your rockin' solution

Make success a
Foregone conclusion

And rid your life of
Strife and confusion

Keep working through your
Life's destitution.

And then you will
Find your solution.

Instrumental

Verse 2

An equal life was
Not meant for caring

Your days of strife were
Not meant for sparing

You're caring when you
Should just be daring

And even though it's
Too hard for sharing

Your love is hard and
There's no comparing

Your mind just wasn't
Built for this snaring

I can't believe that you
Keep comparing

And even though your
Heart is despairing

Instrumental

Verse 3

Our families are not
Worth comparing

Our coffin, it is
Not worth preparing

So tell me, why are
You still despairing

What's this dogma that
You seem to be marrying

If you go home, you
Will go to prison

They'll cut your hair and
Wipe out your vision

You'll the miss the sun
And then miss your mission

And all because it
Could not be given.

Instrumental